smile gone?

Tonight, i had completed the cubby holes tag for my children.

i print, cut, laminate and cutting again.

hahahhaa.

so proud of myself(:

I realise that......

my smile seems to disappear.

Somehow, i always seem to be mad at Komathi!

Today, She left me alone with the class of 18, while she went in to the office to do her WAP.

I felt tt it was irresponsible for her to do so.

I felt frustrated and upset.

Especially when Heiirishaa is crying while Zu Yao and Cayla are having some arguement.

I am at lost of what to do.

Should i continue to entertain the class and ignore these three? Bt Heiirishaa is crying so loudly tt she distracts the class. and how can i ignore Zu Yao and Cayla? What if accident happens?

I seek help from Komathi.

i THOUGHT she would stop doing her WAP for the moment (and complete it at home or stayed back after class/come earlier before class to complete it) and come and help me.

BUT she did not.

She just took Heiirishaa into the office and continue doing her WAP, leaving me with 17 children.

I am seriously speechless.

Besides, I realise the temperature list is incomplete.

Some children's name are not included.

I realise it only today as i havn't been taking temperature for the past few days (as i was busy with showering and diapering).

I asked Komathi about it,

and she said Hirah will print it for us.

The thing is, Hirah is no longer a playgroup teacher.

She has her things to do too.

Why Komathi has rely on Hirah to do such things? i don't understand.

Eventually, i asked Hirah for the template.

I included the children's name and printed out a complete set of temperature list(:

I just hope that tomorrow will be a better day.

Breathe,

Min.