last day of yr 2011

Went back centre to do up my board.

Pasted those children photos on the board (the same photos used in their cubby holes),

if not it will be sooooooooooooooooooooooo plain.

then i rushed off to tke out thread of my wisdom tooth.

going to enjoy my new year eve.

Hope Year 2012 will be a great year.

when fear took over me..

I reminded myself to smile more today.

and i did.

Great job (: (: (:

We went outdoor today.

It was chaotic.

The children don't know how to line up in twos.

They walked all over the place.

We went to the pavillion to play bubbles.

Though rules were set to stay within the boundary, there are still children who walked down the drain -.-!

I felt really bad when Julian's mum picked him up from school to realise that he had abrassion on his left arm.

After questioning, we realise that he fell when he was outdoor.

And i did not notice that.

I felt super bad and mad at myself ):

I told Komathi about the accident.

and she said she knew that julian fell down but when she checked, there;s no obvious marks.

At that point of time, I don't know how i should feel.

She should at least inform me that julian fell right?

Sigh....

I am kind of afraid to go outdoor now ):

a-f-r-a-i-d.

min

smile gone?

Tonight, i had completed the cubby holes tag for my children.

i print, cut, laminate and cutting again.

hahahhaa.

so proud of myself(:

I realise that......

my smile seems to disappear.

Somehow, i always seem to be mad at Komathi!

Today, She left me alone with the class of 18, while she went in to the office to do her WAP.

I felt tt it was irresponsible for her to do so.

I felt frustrated and upset.

Especially when Heiirishaa is crying while Zu Yao and Cayla are having some arguement.

I am at lost of what to do.

Should i continue to entertain the class and ignore these three? Bt Heiirishaa is crying so loudly tt she distracts the class. and how can i ignore Zu Yao and Cayla? What if accident happens?

I seek help from Komathi.

i THOUGHT she would stop doing her WAP for the moment (and complete it at home or stayed back after class/come earlier before class to complete it) and come and help me.

BUT she did not.

She just took Heiirishaa into the office and continue doing her WAP, leaving me with 17 children.

I am seriously speechless.

Besides, I realise the temperature list is incomplete.

Some children's name are not included.

I realise it only today as i havn't been taking temperature for the past few days (as i was busy with showering and diapering).

I asked Komathi about it,

and she said Hirah will print it for us.

The thing is, Hirah is no longer a playgroup teacher.

She has her things to do too.

Why Komathi has rely on Hirah to do such things? i don't understand.

Eventually, i asked Hirah for the template.

I included the children's name and printed out a complete set of temperature list(:

I just hope that tomorrow will be a better day.

Breathe,

Min.

starting from scratch..

The children doesn't seems to listen to me.

Am I not interesting?

Or it's just that they need time to adjust and adapt?

I wonder....................

Today, i manage to take photos of the children.
I wanted to do up the cubby holes for them(:

Besides, i find out their details (full name and date of birth).

Now, i am ready to do their cubby holes(:

I stayed back after my working hours to at least put some concrete materials at the dramatic corner.

If not, it looks soooo plain.

Hope the children will not mess it up tomorrow.

Though i have a feeling they will since they will be excited over the new things placed at the dramatic corner.

Drained out.

Xoxo,

min

first day after two weeks of mc.

First day of school after my long MC.

I almost fainted!

There's soooooooooooooooooo many things to be done.

dramatic corner alone is enough to blow off my mind!

cubby holes not done too.

at least some things are alrdy in place

-tracking list

-temperature list

-attendance list.

all thanks to Hirah who helped.

I wonder what Komathi had been doing when all these are done by Hirah.

Anyway, I should be prepared to do things all by myself.

given such partner (Komathi and Wu Lao Shi).

sighhhhh.

What a year it will be!

HANG ON!

xoxo,

min